Friday, November 27, 2009Y
urgh! i cant take this..
know what..
YOU ARE THE CAUSE OF EVERYTHING.
YES! IT IS YOUR FAULT!
IM ASHAMED TO CALL U MY "FLESH&BLOOD"
I HAVE TAKEN IN ALL THE BULLSHIT YOU MADE ME DO.
YOU SAID TO ME, RESTRICTED ME, I HAVE HELD IN ALL I FELT FOR YOU.
I BACKED U UP WHEN THEY SAID YOU WERE WRONG.
I HAVE BEEN THERE WHEN U HATED HIM THE MOST..
I HAVE LET YOU STEP ON ME.
I HAVE LET YOU CHILDREN STEP ON ME.
U DONT KNOW HOW MUCH I HAVE PUT ASIDE BECAUSE OF YOU.
BECAUSE I WAS AFRAID TO PISS YOU OFF, AFRAID YOU WILL NOT TALK TO ME.
WHAT THE FUCK I GET!???
NOW IM NOT GONNA DO THAT ANYMORE.
YOU HAVE PUSHED ME ARND TOO MUCH..
WHEN U FEEL TIRED WHO IS THE ONE TAKING CARE OF THE CHILDREN?
WHEN YOU ARE LAZY TO WALK UP WHO IS THE ONE WHO WALKS UP TO MAKE MILK OR CHANGE THEM.?
WHEN YOU ARE GOING OUT WHO IS THE ONE WHO CHEERS THEM UP WHEN THEY CRY?
WHEN YOU COME HOME LATE WHO IS THE ONE HELPING MOM TAKE CARE OF YOUR GOD DAMN CHILDREN?!
ME,ME,ME,ME,ME,
ME,ME,ME,ME,ME,
ME,ME,ME,ME,ME,
ME,ME,ME,ME,ME,
ME,ME,ME,ME,ME,
ME,ME,ME,ME,ME,
ME,ME,ME,ME,ME,
ME,ME,ME,ME,ME,
ME,ME,ME,ME,ME,
ME,ME,ME,ME,ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
THATS ABSOFUCKINLUTLY RITE!
ME!
IM SO SICK OF THIS..
GIVE MY MOM A BREAK.
GIVE MY DAD A BREAK!
WE ARE NOT YOU SERVANTS.
YES YOU WORK BUT ITS NOT GOOD ENOUGH!!!!!!!
I WANT YOU OUT OF MY HSE!
COS YOU ARE JUST MAKING EVERYTHING WORSE!
I HATE YOU! I HATE YOU! I HATE YOU!!!
YES! I DONT HAVE YOU ANYMORE.
IM THE OLDEST NOW.
I WILL TAKE CARE OF MOM&DAD
I WILL TAKE CARE OF JON TOO...
GET LOST& FUCK OFF!
GET OUT OF MY LIFE!!!!!!
IF YOUR HUSBAND IS THE PROBLEM.
HIRE SOMEONE TO TEACH HIM A LESSON.
IF NOT FUCKIN' DIVORCE HIM!
WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU WAITING FOR?
URE JUST MAKING IT HARD FOR ALL OF US.
ITS BEEN 2YRS NOW.
GET THE FUCK ON WITH YOUR FUCKED UP FUCKING LIFE!
YOU RUINED MY LIFE.
HIS&HERS&THEIRS..
YOU ARE SO FUCKIN' STOOPID!
DONT TRY TO MAKE THINGS RIGHT.
YOU WONT GET ANYWHERE ANYMORE!
DONT FUCKIN' SAY YOU ARE NOT EMMBARASSED WHEN U SEE URE FRIENDS.
MOST OF URE FRIENDS DONT KNOW URE MARRIED WITH 2 KIDS.
I REMEMBER I SAW THAT EMBARASSMENT IN YOUR FACE WHEN YOU THOUGHT URE FRIEND WOULD BE ARND AND ONE OF YOUR FRIEND SO HAPPEN TO BE THERE...
BUT I STUCK UP FOR YOU AND SAID..
"I DONT MIND TO SAY THOSE ARE MY CHILDREN NOT YOURS."
I WAS WILLING TO HELP YOU.
IM NOT SCARED!
BUT YOU JUST TOOK ME FOR GRANTED
AND THIS IS THE LAST.
I CAN IGNORE YOU FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE
FUCK I CARE!
I WISH I CAN SHOW YOU HOW MUCH OF A FRUSTRATION I HAVE.
YEAH MOM & DAD ARE SICK..
BE CAUSE OF YOU! NOT ME.
I DO GO OUT BUT WHEN IM HOME I DO THE BEST I FUCKING CAN OKAY?!
EVERY DAY ID FEEL SO SAD.
I GET JEALOUS OF OTHERS BECAUSE OF YOU.
I LET GO OF MYSELF BECAUSE OF YOU.
EVERYTHING THAT I DONT DO ANYMORE IS BECAUSE OF YOU!!!
EVERYTIME I WISH FOR A BETTER TUMORO.
I WISHED I COULD TURN BACK TIME.
EVEN IF IT MEANS NOT SEEING MY NEPHEWS..
I KNOW I WILL BE SEEING THEM IN THE NEAR FUTURE NOT NOW.
URGH!!! I JUST GOT NOTHING TO SAY ANYMORE.
I LOOK AT YOU IN DISGUST.
WHEN YOU TAKE CARE OF THEM & FALL ASLEEP
WHILE THEY CRY UNTILL THEIR LUNGS CANT TAKE IT.
WHEN YOU DONT CHANGE THEIR DIAPER FOR 6HRS STRAIGHT.
WHEN U CAN LIE THAT U FED THEM BUT DIDNT..
WHEN U WHINE WHEN U DONT WANT TO MAKE THEM MILK.
WTF?! I KNOW U DIDNT ASK FOR THIS
BUT PLS! ITS YOUR RESPONSIBLITY
WORK IT OUT!
WE WONT HELP U FOREVER U KNOW.
SOON IVE GOT TO WORK TOO..
IVE GOT MY OWN LIFE.
I HATE YOU!
9:26:00 PM
