lovely together; I love you

Saturday, September 29, 2007Y

i WANT this!!!

but it seems my MOMMY dun like.
besides its so freakin expensivee.
11o? just to pierce..
*sigh*

8:01:00 PM

This boy wants to play,
There's no time left today,
It's a shame 'cause he has to go home.

This boy's got to work
Got to sweat just to pay what he gets to get left all alone.

Well let's step outside,
Let's go for a ride,
Just for a while.
No we won't get caught,
Well that's what I thought, until we cry.

Chorus
I'm still here,
But it hasn't been easy,
I'm sure that you had your reasons,
I'm scared for this emotion,
For years I've been holding it down,
For years I've been holding it down.

This girl tries her best everyday,
But it's all gone to waste 'cause there's no one around,
This girl she can draw she can paint,
Likes to dance she can skate,
This Boy Lyrics on http://www.lyricsmania.com
Now she don't make a sound.

We?ll play in our park,
'Till it's too dark for us to see
Well we'll make our way home,
With mud on our clothes,
She won't be pleased.

Chorus
I'm still here,
But it hasn't been easy,
I'm sure that you had your reasons,
I'm scared for this emotion,
For years I've been holding it down,

And I,
Love to forgive and forget,
So I,
Try to put all this behind us,
Just,
Know that my arms are wide open,
The older I get, the more that I know.

Well it's time to let this go.
I got to let it go
I got to let it go
I got to let it go
I got to let it go

Chorus
I'm still here,
But it hasn' been easy,
I'm sure that you had your reasons,
I'm scared for this emotion,
For years I've been holding it down,

And I,
Love to forgive and forget,
So I,
Try to put all this behind us,
Just,
Know that my arms are wide open,
The older I get, the more that I know.

And I,
Love to forgive and forget,
So I,
Try to put all this behind us,
Just,
Know that my arms are wide open,
The older I get, the more that I know.

12:29:00 PM

i lovee this skate board.
its 11 am.
and im wishing dere was coll today
*sigh*
havent really been blogging for sometime
well,
lets see i dont think much been going on.
i just got my chef uniform yesterday.
and ii look absolutely weird init.
i dont mean the uniform but the shoes!!
it look so freakyy..
im waiting for my blazer.
heee (:
i cant wait to look sexy init??
PUHAHHAHAHA....

baby sleptover his friends hsee.
and had "dinner" with em..
God knows what time he stayed up.

anyway,
prom is on the 25th Oct.
i cant wait.

counting the days when ser* parents leavee
and i go sleep overr
and our lil farewell outing for lee.
gosh! will really miss himm.
i still keep dt paperheart with my name on it.

ivee gonee oldish..
listen to
bended knees by boys2men.
nicee songg.

will bee putting up random pixss soon :D

11:04:00 AM

Thursday, September 27, 2007Y

you have stolen my heart.

8:28:00 PM

Tuesday, September 25, 2007Y

fuck you depression.
you ruining my lifeee!!

10:51:00 PM

"Do you feel like a man
when you push her around?
Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground?
Well I'll tell you my friend, one day this world's going to end
as your lies crumble down, a new life she has found.
Face down in the dirt she says,
this doesn't hurt she says I finally had enough.."

this is too all fucking idiots who
abuses their gfs&think its so fucking cool-manly!!
FUCK YOU!!

**sorry for the swearing.. i dunno wats wrong with me.**

my playlist randomly went to
dt song "what hurts"
and i felt even sadder then i am now...
dun ask why im likee this..
i also dunno why..

can i ask u one thing??
pls hold me tight&dont let go.
pleasee??
:'(

7:52:00 PM

dont ask..
i just feel so..
*fucck'd**

haiyyoo...
im so emoo..
i wanna changee my layout..

"when will i see your face again?"

6:18:00 PM

Monday, September 24, 2007Y

1. What do you think about your 2nd
featured friend?
* she's my babe!! my monyet!!

2. Do you like your 1st featured
friend?
* i dont likee him. i LOVE him!

3. How is your relationship with your
5th featured friend?
* omgosh!! lana.. my sayangg!!!!!

4. Are you chatting with any of your
featured friends right now?
* nahh...

5. Is your 3rd featured friend close
to you?
* yep.but not noww..

6. How many of your featured friends
?

7. If u were to choose 1 of your
featured friends to be your gf?
* HAHHAHA sincee evryonee is girlss except
ben.. then HAHAH. benn.. :D

8. When was the last time you went out
with them?
* errrrmm.. last week&last last week.

9. Among them, Who did you last talk
to?
* ben.

10. Who are your featured friends?
* ben.ser.rhea.nat.lana.lia

11. If you were to talk bad
about someone on your featured friend
list. Who will it be?
* BEN! HAHHAHA.. no lah baby. i love u..
i wun talk bad abt anyof em.

12. Who knows you best amongst them?
* all aree equally best to me.. HAHAH

13. Have you ever met any of the
featured friends parents before?
* all except..lana&nat.

14. Who is the last featured friend?
* Lia!! :D

9:36:00 PM

:D
its truee..

im so fucking lazy
pfft.. i've got assignment
but DUNNO how to do it.
fucking gay lecturer.
You don't fucking teach well!
&on wednesday got larder..
another fucking lamee class.
you fucking leacturer.
i dislikee u.
hahaha

okaay i've got a bad headache..
mom's all moody.

i miss you BABY.
i MIss you SO much baby
:(

2:58:00 PM

Sunday, September 23, 2007Y

weee (:
read thruu my old blog posts..
esp the one abt the "heartbreak"
shit!! i cud feel how i felt dt timee.
You idiot!
i still fucking hatee you.

i miss baby..
*sigh*

8:57:00 PM

Saturday, September 22, 2007Y

fuck..

itss so boring!
shud havee gonee coll..

i HATE it when ppl takee pixs with dt
"LALA FINGERSS"
fuckk u lah!!
doesnt look good.
i feel likee choppin of the fingers.
it doesnt look good. it doesnt make u look cutee.
just Moree Ahbeng!
and yeaahh.. mmm
im not talking abt you if u think i amm..
itss in general..

i feel sooo gross..
i dunno why..

im sorry im all outta tears..
when u feel emo..
u wanna cry..
when im emo..
i REALLy wanna cry.
but i cant..
tears aree all dried out

:)

baby has gone uncles hsee for
mooncakee festivall.
so niceee.. :D

i wishh my family wud havee traditions likee dt
i feel so lost..
i was looking thru my Garden int. school pixss.
wow!!
im soo wow!! tan&thin&cutee..
dad was telling me..
when i was theree i was a veryy bright student
i was an all-rounder.
*sigh*
seriously, if i was still theree
i think im likee "Fuuyoo"
thin.tall.tan.hawt??
but
if i was theree i wudnt havee met
my lovelies.
&esp go thru all the heartbreak&drama
till i foundd my extra special baby.

haiiyo :)

7:06:00 PM

saturday night fever??
HAHAHA

im soo bored at homee.
i envy baby.
gets to go out&stay out latee.
i want dt..

i feel likee...
going to watch movie&shopshop till i drop..

haiiyoo..

2:25:00 PM

Friday, September 21, 2007Y

morning bluess?

itsss early in the morning..
8.4o to be exact..
and my pastery class is cancelled..
im stuck in the comp lab
all alonee
kindaa freaked out.
"how if something appears frm behind??"
mm...the room im in is desertedd

i can only hear myself typiingg..
*looks left&right*

next to me is a class..
i think its business studies..
and everyonee is not doin their workk..

Ohh
Happy birthday wynwyn!!
hehehe
yesterday was her bday..

im waiting for baby
he got class now..
and finishes at 1o..
*haiiz*
hehehhehe

well, ivee got my music..
just hopee no idiot person wud comee in
and disturb my peacee..

till then..
will update laterrs :D

8:43:00 AM

Thursday, September 20, 2007Y

My bestfriend's wedding.

very nicee moviee.
well, i got mad when julia roberts was trying to steal
her bestfriend away frm his "bride-to-be"
HAHA
and it madee me think..
"how if ben &i wasnt together and he were to marry someone elsee"
darn! hahaha... crazy crazy thoughtsss :D

oh yeahhh forgot to put this in.
17.o9.o7
*Happy 6th month anniversary baby!*
hahaha..
yess yesss... been 6yrss as bestfriends&6mnths as a couplee.
yeeo!! hehehe

boring boring boring..
thursdays aree such a boree..
ivee been eating loadss.
i think ivee gonee
tubby noww.
bah!!! :(

baby's in coll..
i feel likee goin to coll noww
puuuuppuuu :D

laterss going to tesco with mom&sis..
sis going for check up tumoro
"my lil nephewss getting big noww!!"
sis is 5 mnths preg noww
*hush!!its a secret readers!*

imm hungryy gonna go eat :)

3:27:00 PM

Monday, September 17, 2007Y

"if i turn into another.
dig me up from under what is covering,
the better part of me. sing this song.
remind me that we always have each other,
when everything else is gone."

8:56:00 PM

"if ure lost u can look
u will find me, time after time.
If you fall i will catch you
ill be waiting, time after time"

yes. yes.
im emoo..

fuck u!
just another depression phase.

u want more emo songgs..
guardian angel&face down by red jumpsuit apparatus is one.
pieces by sum41 is another.
straightjacket feeling by the all american rejects also..
well.. to me i think they aree.
cos the makee me feel emoo..
dont think so??
fuck u!
go die. thanks.
:)

8:24:00 PM

"after my picture fades and
darkness has turned to gray
watching through windows
you're wondering if I'm OK"

im sooooo BORED at home.
im starting to hatee staying homee
im starting to hatee mondays&thursdays.
i want to go college.
at times like this i freakin miss highschool..
i get to go evryday&see my friends.

this week or next ..
i think i wanna go out with my crazy-camwhoring friendss
yeeo!
yes ppl! if u havee a camera
RUN! RUN FAST!!
hahahhaha

mmm...
im so inlovee with
Quietdrive* time after timee.
makes me feel so emo..
i seem to likee feeling emoo..
makes u feel good.

i remember when i usee to paint my nails red&black.
black&white.
or just puree black.
i saww some girl with a very cool lip piercings..
top lip&bottom lip.

i feel likee piercing my eyebrow too
*wink*
tongue??
maybee..
im gonna spend3oo-4oo++
on my piercings&tattoos.

BUT
not now..
culinary doesnt allow this..

ppl!!
dnld this time after timee by quietdrivee.
its old but OH-SO-NICEE

better than the original!!!

baby's out with friends.
for birthday dineer.

oh well,
i think im gonna draw..
i feel FREAKIN emooo noww..

7:20:00 PM

Sunday, September 16, 2007Y

haiyooo...blackkness under my eyes..
:(

anyway, my new haircut!!!
see!see!! can u see??
HEHHEHEE

2mnths later im goin for the ashley simpson
haircut.
it seems im moree better with shorthair!!
HAHAH

was watching somee random mtv show called made.
DARN!! im soooo impressed with the
girls who can play soccer.
if theree is a soccer camp..
ill go.
i think its fun!!
:D

baby had gonee tesco
for grocery shopping.
i miss u!

my neighbour got robbed!!
its verry scary!!
cos robbery in my placee is very unusual..
but i remember someone got kidnapped&someone
almost got raped..
haiyoo..
itss not safee in my neighbourhood no moree..
:(

im dead tired!
i wanna blog but lazy..
HAHHAAH

i cant wait for carnival day.
YAY!! my sayang lana and her buddies
aree gonna do horror hsee..
i cant wait!!

well dts all for nw loveliess..
nitee :D

10:47:00 PM

Friday, September 14, 2007Y

10 people you love (excluding family members, not in order)

benden.
Serra
rhea
lana
sue
allia
nat
charity
jerrick
justin

(if your name's not in, doesn't mean i don't love you, i'm being HONEST!)

10 things you want to do before you die

Marry my Baby!
Travel to paris/rome.
shop?
tell them ppl whom i hatee to FUCK OFF!
tell them who i pretend to likee.. what i really feel.
becomee a well known chef??
-
-
-
-

10 things you cannot live without

BABY!
phone.
comp.
clothes.
good food!
Sketchbook.black pen!
money!
BED!
Family.
Friends.

10 bad habits

being lazy.
Procrastinating
Picky when it comes to food
Complaining too much
Sleeping late
-
-
-
-
-

10 attitudes that turns you off

Condescendence
Arrogance
unreasonable
Big-mouthed
Self-centredness
Irritating you beyond what you can take...
Behaving barbarically in public
-
-
-

10 words to describe yourself; 5 good 5 bad
Good:

friendly
nice.
helpful.
generous.
laughable??.

Bad:

Lazy
sort of bossy?
Judgemental
Stubborn
-

10 favourite bands

Fallout boy
My chemical romance.
red jumpsuit aparatus
boys like girls
gym class heroes.
hinder.
good charlotte.
-
-
-

10 most prized possessions

Baby!
Family
Friends
clothes.
shoes.
Phone.
comp
bags.
acessories
food?

10 people I tag:

9:30:00 PM

Thursday, September 13, 2007Y

owwww..
its polka dot mania!!

mmm...
ivee got nothing to writee.
im so bored..
PLS SOMEEONE GIVEE ME SOMETHING TO READ!
hmm..

7:36:00 PM

knocked up :D

HAHA
very funny movie..
but in the cinema
they cut so MANY scenes!
hahha
ben.ser&i were mmm Yeah we'ree 18!
hehehe.

today no coll..
suppose to go for aud practice
but i have to go for dental app.
this morning was raining.
i hopee it rains laterr.

i miss baby...

durian puff tastes eww...
but i dunno..
its yummy.
HAHAHAA

im so bored..
my tests aree next month..
and my exam is in november.
i think carnival is in nov..

emmmbeemmbamm..
ehehhehe

11:15:00 AM

Tuesday, September 11, 2007Y

hahaha....
audition for the
prom night.
i takut lah!
HAHHAA

dead tired..
lazy to blog.

8:07:00 PM

Monday, September 10, 2007Y

i cant take this laah!!
polka dotts :(
hehe.
anyways
baby came overr today.
OMGOSH!! OH YEAH!
baby PASSED for his driving test!
woohoo! now he can drive..
but
he just told me..
dt mom doesnt want him to drive
cos sis wudnt havee transport.
darn! its so weird lahh.
i dont get it. i dont get her?
why u spend 1ooo on the sons driving.
when dont want him to drivee?
haiiyoo...
nvm nvm...
im suree it will be okay later.
im suree they'll work something out.

anyway,
baked cakee.
doesnt taste good.
im pissed :(
i lost my baking touch.
i burnt cookies&my cakes dont taste "fantastic" nomoree.

OoOO..
dnld beautiful girls remix by jojo..
i think im gonna sing dt for Prom night.
:D i see first.
heheehe
oH! my prom dress is gonna be polka dotty
black dress with white polka dotts.
or if not my orange dressy (:
hehe

tumor got english presentation.
yeeeo!!
its gonna be fun..
hahahha

well,
nothing elsee to sayy

i lovee u baby :D

8:01:00 PM

Sunday, September 09, 2007Y

sunday.sunday.sunday.

its cold/warm!
HAHA
no church today..
cos sister is sick.

baby's playing futsal today.
i miss him so much!
havent seen him in 2days..
and tumoro makes it 3.

im overly-gaga-crazy
over sean kingston* beautiful girl.
and ehhh..
jojo* how to touch a girl.
and
neyo* because of you.

hahaa
got dinner with me Ser babe
HAHA
seriously among all the friends.
likee suyin&allia&rhea.. blah blah.
i think im moree closer to ser.
its like benden.me.ser
the closest among all the
fairEWW gangg..
and rhea has faded away frm us..
almost likee i dont know her anymore.
haiz.. nvm.. its lifee..
ppl comee&go.

im bored..
cant wait for highschool musical 2.
heheh..
but im recording it.
going out for din.. will watch it later.
hehehe

11:24:00 AM

Saturday, September 08, 2007Y

i saw somee dance talent show on Youtube.
DARN IT!! the dancers aree filipinos!!
and they dancee so fuckin' awesomee.
hehee wish i cud shakee my bonbons likee they do :(
im too fat&lazy noww...
i think 2yrs ago i cud shake it likee them.

i havee new layout!!
isnt it FAB!!

baby,
i lovee u, i do!.

i feel my teeth aree moving..
darn..

ivee seriously grown fat.
im torn between cutting my long hair or not cutting.
im going gaga over tattoos&piercings..
i want a cybershot.
i need something new!
i wanna go shopping.
i really want to drivee.
i miss my highschool friends.
i feel like goin college now.
HAHA

haizzz.....

8:04:00 PM

the smell of fresh baked cookiess!!

YUM!im currently baking cookies nw.
so bored!! i think tuesday i wanna go out with ser&benden!
wanna watch movieeessss :D
anyway baby's working now..
im looking thru my cookbook/textbook..
so far i burnt 1o cookies..
the rest aree soft&niceee.. mmmmmmhmmmmmmm..
hehehehhehehee

3:05:00 PM

Thursday, September 06, 2007Y

its love (:

look closely.. no moree braces

havent been blogging in a long timee.

well, yesterday was sorta fun..
went for movie field trip to watch ratatoulie.
hahha.. funny funny..
we were talking crazy pixss in the cinema.
went homee with baby..
madee more friends.
they'reee funny ppl lah!.

oh jerrick&i aree chosen for mr&ms. STHCA(guess dts how its spelt)
for prom night
YES PPL! FINAALY A PROM!!
U SUCK FAIRVIEW!!
haha.. ppl havee been comin up to me saying "we'll vote for u"
HAHA
the thing is .. its a talent show..
and darn! i shy! but i guess i can make it?
hehehe

i miss baby..
taking off braces is scally!!
HAHA

8:04:00 PM

Monday, September 03, 2007Y

monday :D

well, today was okaay..
wokee up so early forr a culinary meeting with the chef..
which was only for 3o mins!! HAHA
then waited for mommy..
met up with ser&baby..
baby&i telling her abt his friend linardy.
HAHA
and "arranging"
a meeting for them xP
hehe..
then went homee..
then out again to get bro frm school..
school has CHANGED!
then off to tesco for grocery shopping..
went homee..
and did somee cutting..
dts it :(

i miss BABY so much!!! :(

6:58:00 PM

Sunday, September 02, 2007Y

ive goneee CHEAP-LANG!!

hahaha..
sunday morning rain is falling..
eee.. it rained todayy. SO COLD!!
was freezing outsidee church!
can u imagine.. insidee is hot&outsidee is freakishly coldd.
mm. went havee brunch? with family in bangsar..
then went homee.. to pick up dashy* for grooming..
planned with baby to go curvee.
BUT HUGEEEE misunderstanding..
he thought i said i was going to 1U to meet him..
got sortta pissed cos the was he was talking..
instead met him in the curvee..
walked arnd.
went F.O.S .. baby bought me 2 boxer shorts(for girls)
THANKSS BABY!! I LOVEE U..
well, eeeeee.. fos is bloody cheap!
im gonna go there to buy my cheap-lang clothess frm now on :D
actually thanks to ser* for buying dt jeans frm f.o.s
if not for her.. i wudnt know f.o.s got lably clothess
PUHAHHAHA.
im planning to go center point.. i heard
goot MOREE cheap lang clothes theree :D
anyways, then we went to baskin robins..
atee ICE-CREAM! honestly, ice cream is an addiction :)
met up with baby's sister&her bf..
heee (: i dunno why im writting this heree.
but
i think they look cutee together :D
i guess they really lovee eachotherr.
cos no matter wat.. they still end up Together.
*sigh* hehe.
ehhh...im shy so i tend to just smile&laugh...
HAHHA.
then walked arnd somee moree..
showed baby wheree the mini-bball court is. HAHA
then hadd to go back..
cos mom was asking us to go eat dinn&go homee.
so we collected dashy.
went to mcdonalds drivee thru..
then off homee.
mmm wat a day..
i miss baby already :(
baby's parents back frm thailand..
he so lucky..
i wish my parents wud go!!
:( i want&need freedom!!
*sigh*sigh*

10:07:00 PM

Saturday, September 01, 2007Y

watta boring weekend!

haiyoo!!
i so bored at homee lah!
the only timee i can actually go out..
instead im stuck homee..
baby is out with friendss.
so lucky!
i wish i cud do the samee :(
haiz..
nvm anyway,
i miss baby...

i MISS u!

6:36:00 PM

Oh what a night.

eee...
sleepy.. was waiting up for baby..
the wholee night?
baby, went pubbing with sister&boyfriend.
eeee... baby got drunk..
while i was worring at homee.
*haizz* poor baby, gots a headache noww.
i lovee you.

11:16:00 AM