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Sunday, January 25, 2009Y

shayne ward : until you.


urgh! its so messed up!
this is the most fucked up holiday i have.

im in between the feelings of giving up and holding on.
im giving up on life.
oh yes i am.

i dont find a reason to hold on
when nothing good happens.


can't you all just drop me!
ive lost you all.
now its time to let go of me.


im sorry.
this is me.

FUCK CNY!
i dont find the need in pleasing anyone this holiday.
ive been patient
but i cant stay patient for long..

everything is so screwed up.
i dont know what am i doing anymore.
what is my purpose here?

i just dont know.

heart blue w/ glitter 5:08:00 PM

Saturday, January 24, 2009Y

this is what i started with...



and whats the word for today:
Jealousy.


i dont know what i am doing..
im often jealous of them i hate..
yeah.. they're pretty..
yeah.. they're Gorgeous..

i always say to myself..
WHY CANT I BE LIKE THEM..

jealousy??

hmm..
its a mystery i tell you.

i hate it.
but yet what is life if we dont have a lil jealousy, envy, blah blah..

heart blue w/ glitter 7:40:00 PM

Tuesday, January 20, 2009Y

Greetings :)




i just dont feel
like im welcome.
im not part of any group.
im not apart of anything.
i wish i made a dent in someones life.
anyone?
except him..

oh well,
i just dont care.





"when you go, would you even turn to say
'i don't love you, like i loved you. yesterday'"

heart blue w/ glitter 6:36:00 PM

Thursday, January 08, 2009Y

dear 2oo9,

why is everyone guessing you would for fill their year?
stoopid you!
fuck you.

you aint making mine any good.
i hate you.

just get yourself over and done with so i can move on with my
fucked up life :)
thank you.

you know something.
i let you in with a lil secret
sometimes i wish i CAN die.
i would DIE.
sad huh?

well, if u are as screwed up as me.
the world aint gonna make it any better.

so oneless screwed up person wouldnt hurt.

*sigh*

*ggroowl*
oops! stomach calling.
time to eat.

TOODLES FUCKS!

heart blue w/ glitter 5:08:00 PM

Monday, January 05, 2009Y

Dear 2009,



2oo8 kicked ass.
well, it really put me down.
will you make it any better?
what could you possibly have that could enlighten me?

but somehow i dont believe in you
2009.
i dont believe in anything you've brought me
this 5days.
your bloody 5days old
and your getting on my nerves.
fcuk you 2009.
show me something good
please?


if not then i would love you to
just end really fast.
leave me be!

so 2009.

My new years resolution is:

??

i dont know what my new yrs resolution is.
but that doesnt mean id let you be a fuck and ruin whats much left of what
i am holding on....


"My fuckin' dear self!"

so to all you ..
Happy new year.
its a lil too late but yeah.

hope this year brings loads to your door step.
BUT
dont abuse it.

heart blue w/ glitter 11:33:00 PM

Thursday, January 01, 2009Y

Happy birthday world!

your 2009?! hehhee



oh im so fucked!
this is gonna be another screwed new yrs.


i hate them.
2009..
study hard.
leave me alone!

"what away to ruin my new yr."

what a thing to tell me.
okay..
know what..
im happy :)

block you out.
will i.

heart blue w/ glitter 1:06:00 PM