lovely together; I love you

Saturday, March 31, 2007Y

"Hold my hand&never let go"

standing here alonee..
feeling the cool breeze.
i could feel the coldness rush up to my spine.
i put out my hand.
You reached out and held it real tight.
"Dont let go baby" dts wat i said to you.

we've only just begun.
dont let go.. i dont know what to do without you.
My bestfriend. we laughed&cried together.
No matter what we always stood by eachothers sidee..
My love. pleez hold my hand and never let go!
Loveelovee you muchmuch!

=)

11:11:00 PM

WOOTWOOT!

One heck of a day.

cutting up branches.
burning them which didnt succeed.
chased by a bee.. aba locked the door.
running up and down.. screamin my head off while aba having a good laugh.
practically, lazed arnd whole day.
went to queen's park to eat dinner.
sushi king is the bomb!
Queen's park is not bad..
nicee place to hang out!.
bought baskin robins.
played with the dry ice and watched smokee come out..

MISSIN MY BB DAMN MUCH!!

*den&ben*
always.

10:25:00 PM

Friday, March 30, 2007Y

FUCK!

MSN!! YOU SUCK!!!

ARGH!!

BB!!! I NEED YOU!!!

11:37:00 PM

LIA!!

I KNOW YOU ENJOYING MY BLOG!
HAHAHA...

LOVELOVEE =)

LIL SIS..
TY&YOU AREE GREAT TOGETHER..
DONT CAREE ABT WHAT PPL THINK.
YOU LOVEE HIM. HE LOVES YOU!
DTS ALL DT MATTER ALRITEE..
ALWAYS BY UREESIDE DEAR!
LOVEE YOU SO SO!!
YOU LEAVING?
I WANNA KIDNAP YOU!
OKAY. I ASK TY TO KIDNAP YOU!!
HEHE.

AND LIA! MISSIN YOU LIKEE HELL BABEE!!!

11:28:00 PM

dEn&bEn*

i wear on my MNG tank top.
my billabong shorts.
tie my hair up in a messy bun,
and held it up with a hairband.
i put on my "fuzzie" necklace and my "natalia" earrings.
Paint my toenails black and my fingernails black&whitee.

i sat on my couch with my blankie&my Apple juice.
stared out at the gloomy sky and my neighbours walking by..
sipped abit of my apple juicee..
thinking of you..
and said "Bb..i miss you so much! i need you ritee now."

not being able to see him is likee torturee.

a dream i wish i didnt havee..

at school.. during break.
bb had to go for bball competition.
he ran to me and gavee me his fone& his belongings.
Gave me a kiss and said "wish me luck. i lovee you."
i held his hand and said "bb i lovee you, good luck and take care."
he walked away..
and b4 i knew it..
BB didnt comee back..
*then i wokee up?*

Okayy.. its lamee but.. i forgot part of it..
and i wokee up crying..

*sigh*
if my baby leave's me
i think i wud kill myself.
im not ready to lose my baby,my bestfriend,my Family.
i lovee him so so so!

17.o3.o7
always.

7:06:00 PM

Thursday, March 29, 2007Y

dEn&bEn* =) . . just you&me. my friend.my love.my family. . . says: (9:00:43 PM)
bb can i ask you onee question..
why do you likee me?
what madee you likee/love? me??????

there is only one happiness in life,to love and be loved.....nw im filled with happiness!!!....thx baby says: (9:00:54 PM)
y u ask?

dEn&bEn* =) . . just you&me. my friend.my love.my family. . . says: (9:01:06 PM)
i dunno... i was just wondering.

there is only one happiness in life,to love and be loved.....nw im filled with happiness!!!....thx baby says: (9:01:24 PM)
okie wht ma-de u love me baq

dEn&bEn* =) . . just you&me. my friend.my love.my family. . . says: (9:03:37 PM)
well, its cos wat 6 yrs spending timee with you i never realisee You the way You really aree..and the moree we get closer the moree i feel something...
and i realised i was stupidly looking arnd me and forcing ppl to love me back not knowing my bestfriend here loves me.

dEn&bEn* =) . . just you&me. my friend.my love.my family. . . says: (9:04:53 PM)
so whenever im arnd you i feel so happy... no matter wat you always made me smile. laugh. and whn i was down you were always there...

there is only one happiness in life,to love and be loved.....nw im filled with happiness!!!....thx baby says: (9:10:03 PM)
thts sweet.....well i love u cuz u arent like any other ppl like i noe,....ur sweet and kind and friendly and most important u don care wht ppl think of u and thts wht realy matter....and oso U were also there wen i was in need of help and wen ever i was down u were always there for me to...

there is only one happiness in life,to love and be loved.....nw im filled with happiness!!!....thx baby says: (9:10:45 PM)
and i knew u would always be next by my side wenever i needed u

there is only one happiness in life,to love and be loved.....nw im filled with happiness!!!....thx baby says: (9:10:59 PM)
BB.....I LOVE U SO MUCH!!

there is only one happiness in life,to love and be loved.....nw im filled with happiness!!!....thx baby says: (9:12:42 PM)
bb?

dEn&bEn* =) . . just you&me. my friend.my love.my family. . . says: (9:13:30 PM)
OMG!
Awww..... *blushblush*
thats even moree sweet..
Bb thank you frm saving me frm my "trauma and my dramatic self."
and im sorry if i said anythin b4 dt hurt you... sorry..
and I LOVE YOU!!

there is only one happiness in life,to love and be loved.....nw im filled with happiness!!!....thx baby says: (9:14:08 PM)
anyway thts all the past....we shuld look for our future....and bb I LOVE U TOO!!

always..
17.o3.o7

9:38:00 PM

ARGH!WHY!

haha..
sis got into accident..
spent 3hrs in the policee station.

Miss my baby likee FUCK!

9:26:00 PM

Wednesday, March 28, 2007Y

ben.
my friend.my love.my family.You&me.

You saved me frm "whatever" trauma i was going thru..
thank you bb..
love you so much..
My bestfriend for 5 yrs.
and btwn thosee 5yrs i never regretted onee min of my time
spent with you.
you always made me happy.
made me laugh with uree most stupidest actions
and lend me a shoulder when i was down.
thank you so much baby.
i never knew we wud end up likee this.
yes, we may havee our "differences"
we do argue&fight for the most dumbest reasons..
but bb dt dont matter.
i lovee you so much!
and im sorry if i ever doubted you.
i was just scared.
"heartbreak causes trauma."

17.03.07...
our datee..
its all abt us..
a wholee new chapter.
a whole new lifee..

den&ben always.

7:08:00 PM

FUCK EM'

FUCK EM'
haters,assholes,the ppl out to get you.
whiners, the ppl that cheat on you.
the ppl who pretend to be your friend.
the friends that talk behind your back.
those who are purposely rude, those who purposely lie.
the hypocritical, the greedy, the decieving.
the people who don't appreciate you.

its good that i dont havee these ppl in myl life well,
not anymoree though..
*not knowing what the future has for me*

5:34:00 PM

Tuesday, March 27, 2007Y

WTF?

why.why.why?
OMG!
pleez bb understand.
i dun wanna comee..
i miss you likee hell!
but
what can i do..
sorry im not that typee who disobeys my parents..
you want me to be serious with my lifee?
FINEE! ILL BE SERIOUS WITH MY LIFEE.

ILL GROW UP!!!
DA SHITZ!!

anyways,
went to school saw laarns.
fuz was there too..
he kept on going..
"denise?hi!!"
...
"denise! why dont comee?"
and me likee the idiot i am..
i wave then i shakee my head..
NO! im not perasaan.
im just shy!
GAWD! ims o studid!
why am i still shy?
why do i still shakeE?
WHY WHY WHY?!!!!!!!

hmmm...
*sigh*sigh*sigh*

9:35:00 PM

Monday, March 26, 2007Y

i dislikee serious*ness.

you do makee me happy.
but sometimess you
act as though uree too old for games.
i guess dts the prob dating a 18 yr old.

C'mon. you're in highschool.
lighten up!
soon when you grad uree gonna miss being in school.
i know i will..

every corridor. every corner is haunted
by the "lost" memories of fuz&i.
if only.

bb and i?
i havee this feeling.
it wudnt last.

serious&playful.
doesnt mix.

it really doesnt.
Hye jeong said something abt
"we can learn frm eachother."
but
i dun wanna learn.
i wanna takee growing up
slowly.

im sorry.
i dont takee my lifee seriously.
well, atleast not now.
i still want to be pampered and joke arnd.
i want to enjoy my life to the fullest.
beforee i becomee that uptight bitch dt everyonee will hatee.

i dun really caree if you think im abit childish.
atleast im fun to be arnd with.
i makee up stupid things to keep my convos alivee.
i dun only go "oW.okay.kay.and then?"
yeaa..
it is irritating.
but i cant help it ritee?
if you dont likee me the way i am.
then so be it!
you go be serious&ill continue messing with my lifee.

Evry lil thing i do
you go.. "why?dont be likee dt.eee?! why likee dt? its not funny.....
why you laughing... im serious!! WHY WHY WHY!!!"
OMGosh!!
it seems likee dating my own daddy.
FUCK!

OHPS:
I REALLY DISLIKEE SERIOUS*NESS

ramblings of denden.

10:39:00 PM

I dont love you. like i did yesterday..

MCR rawks!
Fallout boy rawks even More!

didnt go to school.
wont be going till my o-levels start.,
study.study.study.

Had tution.
talked to ibu the whole day.
she kept on asking abt ben&fuz.

I honestly, dunno what to say.
ibu always mentioned "Fuz was a nicee boy. but if only....."
and
i wud go "yea.. well, if only.."
sometimes she wud talk abt Tuan anh but ...
im not gonna mention abt what here.
she always asks "hows ben? is he okay now?"
and i wud say "Yep. thinking how to say hes's my boyfriendd"

hmmm...
i cried again after a long timee
when mom mentioned abt fuz..
DA SHITZ!
haha

But ow well,
likee she said .
ill get over it.
No... we will get over it.

BTW
i Lovee benben too bitz!!

Tehehe...
but i still say.
if only...

"theres always something there to remind me... i dont lovee you likee i did yesterday."

9:11:00 PM

Sunday, March 25, 2007Y

these are the best days of our lives.

Meet the Robinsons!
i wanna watch!

the need to go out on a date.
the need to go to the cinema!!
the need to go shopping& buy myself dresses!

Haha. was daydreaming(yea the only thing im good at)
and some how my thoughts went to fuz and our "stupidd"
adventuree together.

i shaked my head
thought of ben but somehow fuz kept on coming back
heard dt song
patience"
and all i cud think of was
"my heart is numb has no feeling. i guess im still healing."
am i really?
then wat is ben to me?

No! i love benben!!
he makes me so happy.

*sigh*
i dunno my lifes getting more fucked day by day!
i hope when i leave Fairewww..
it wud be much better.

i cant wait to leave school though.
i cant stand the sight of somee ppl!
but
other then dt
i dun wanna leavee.
im leaving my Fairewww family behind.
Laarns.nats...so on.. whoever!

GAWD!
oh well, lifes not fair anyway.

10:06:00 PM

im sorry my conscience called in sick again.

im bored.
not suppose to go onlineee.
missing Bb.
poor boy got his haircut =DD
and he says he luks weird.
hahahha.
well, i dont mind.
its cutee =DD
hahaha.

got accounting tution at 3.
shieks!
the need to go out!
the need to go and buy clothes!
the need to go luk for dresses !!
=DD

YAY!
had a dream abt fuz.
he sitting next to me and making me laugh.
wat does this dream mean?
and
once again. i felt SO happy =)
wth?
why? it cant be i still love him?
cos i dont!!!
i dont miss him?!!!!
*sigh*
"if you want to stay! please stay!!! dont haunt me in my dreams!! "

GAWD!!
Shieks!!
no skul for 3wks...
damn! ill go insanee. =DD
but then again bb is shy to let me see his "haircut"
so ill just stay at homeee.

Lia!!
sorry monyet.
we go out soon kkay!!!
missing you like HELL!!

OH PS:
babee bagas luks kinda hot!
good on you!!
But i think the other guy is better!!
love you long timee =DD

1:00:00 PM

Saturday, March 24, 2007Y

its been so long! finally! =DD

didnt go out today.
stayed homee did hse chores.
everyone was in a bad mood.
seriously, my family is goin g down.

i just cant take it anymore.
the only one who keeps me going is Bb.
but sometimes he pisses me off too.

*tsktsk* wth is going on nowadays.
chatted with random ppl likee
kissy Cassey!
missed dt girl.. its been wat?
1o months shes been gone?

Prateek!
my hubby! HAHA
miss dt monyet!
he hasnt changed one bit!
i can still rememeber those times when we wud g
go onlinee for hours just chatting and laughing at random things.
we usee to go on with our "world records"
likee longest timee onlinee.
longest timee watchin movies.
Yes, so us! hehe.
i told them abt ben&i
cassey congratulated me.
but
prateek kept on saying something likee
"DAMN! ivee been gonee for 9 months and now i see you
with ben!. its so unbelieveable! dts it im taking off my pants and swimming back to
malaysia. OMG! if only i didnt leave... i guess i wud be dating you now ."

HAHA it made me laugh but ow weell,
he also mentioned something abt me luking moree beautiful?
OMG! even he living far away he still can flirt and usee up his pick up lines.

a day so random.
i feel bb is in a bad mood.
i dunno why.
he doesnt call me "baby"
and all he says is "Ow..okay.haha."
Why? why? why?
i miss him like hell!
and i guess i cud only see him after 3weeks and b4 the o-levels start!
Gawd!
if i cant last 2 days then how abt 1 mths?
Shieks!!!

10:39:00 PM

shoppin.

Whole day havee been shoppin for my dress.
but i didnt buy it.
instead got really awesome clothes.

tumoro is parents day and i think ibu&aba forgot..

i miss Bb so much!
bb is sick! and ivee been so "momee" to him.
sorry B is cos i lovee you dts why i caree. =DD
all i want is to see him NOW!

he wants to go shoppin to buy his ~~dress~~ tux's? =D
im gettin attached to him.
i lovee him likee Fuck!
HAHA.

Bb is so serious..
dts why i lovee him& dts what makes him cutee =)

we still be holding on even after graduation pulls us apart =D

LOVEE YOU!

12:11:00 AM

Thursday, March 22, 2007Y

Im a slut...
i have 2 boyfriends.
i go clubbin.
i laugh&scream cos it satisfy me.
im a total dumdum idiot..
and
i freakin dislikee fakes.

so why does my lifee bother you so much?

Call me a slut..
its okay. im not the one who "lets" guys touch me&laugh abt it.
i havee 2 boyfriends.
so what? at least they appreciatee me.
i go clubbin cos i know how to havee fun.
i laugh&scream cos it makes me happy.
im a dumdum idiot well, i was just born likee dt.
and i dislikee fakes LIKE YOU!

so go fuck off&diee.
thank you.

"i love the rain. it makes me think of you. thunder makes it extra special."
i lovee the sound of raindrops on my window pane.. =D

11:12:00 PM

i slept with someone frm fallout boy and all i got is this stupid song abt me.

Haha..
"im the first kid to write of hearts, lies&friends(love).
im sorry my conscience called in sick again."

Im getting attached to my bb
but
at the samee timee im scared!
HAHA.

school was alritee the fact dt "she" didnt comee...
i got this feeling dt sincee she's not arnd. im being something likee her?
we havee been talking abt our memoriess.
and ivee realized all my memories has "fuz" init..

They were teasing me abt tuan anh..
and i *blushblush*.
i went all emo with ser& told her how i really felt wen the "drama" went on.
i nearly cried... its emmbarassing but all forgotten already.

telling bb and ser ghost stories..
they got freaked and didnt want to speak to me again
till i go "owww, no moree adi!!" hehee.

chris&ser can click!
but
she dont want himm..

now all i need is to get rhe a boyfriend.
and yes, i dislikee kelvind.
anyfriend of roshan fuckerr i hatee....
F.Y.I roshan is dt ex fairview not the yr 1o..

Lee is my adowablee 2nd boyfriend!
hahahhaa...
we always look at eachother and do dt "heart" thing...
Itss cuteee..
the oddest thing is dt we havee LOTS in common and bb is getting jealous? haha
Culinary arts... falloutboy...singing?adores small kids?lovee art? meant to be? haha.

MS nava is a bitch!
ya, call my parents?
when?
BITCH! GET A LIFEE!!
AND to ourr stupid maths teacher..
good in maths bt a badd attitudee
Nava&you need to get laid! haha WTH?

the ramblings of denden..
doesnt even make sense =DD
*lovee bb so much!*

10:25:00 PM

Tuesday, March 20, 2007Y

OMG!WHY?!

WHY DO I GET MYSELF IN STUPID THINGS!
i love you okay.
but
all we do is arguee...
abt wat? its just so stupid.
i think im lying to myself.
i lovee you
but
its cos im lonely..
i wanted someone to kill my time.
i dunno ... it just doesnt feel right..
i go homee i miss you likee hell.
i go see you i get all upset.
WAT?
i never usee to be like this..
uree the first
but just likee wat jon said
you are half girl&boy.
sensitive likee a girl
but
appearancee like a boy.
haha
it seems its my way to experiencing a "lesbian" relationship.
Jon makes me smilee.

Lee makes me smilee even moree.
he makes fun of ben and everyonee.
wen im down he goes. dont cry *doing the heart thingy*
and i start laughing.
i may go on a lunch date with lee.ser&eddy? haha
fun fun fun.
i wanna go bintang!
i wanna go out!
i wanna go ser hse!
i just dont want exams and study!
ARGH!!!!!

Honestly,
everyonee is totally differrr..
likee wins.
he usee to be our bestfriend.
but now he is drifting apart
and pissing us off.
i dislikee talking to him or telling him anything.
im scared
and
fuz..
NOMOREE the boy i use to know and datee.
he usee to be sweet..
but now he is a total assholee.
i dislikee looking at him.
i get so angry.
and deep insidee i cry&stab myself again.
it hurts and i want the old fuz back.

bb you havee a personality disorder. Go hump a cow! or sort yourself out!

8:20:00 PM

Monday, March 19, 2007Y

My boys.

&tall boys.
&big sexy dreamy eyes.
&talented.
&smart.
&very funny.
&sporty.
&well-built.
&curly hair! haha.
&Loves me for me.
&NON SENSITIVEE
&Not that serious.
&romantic?! haha.
&MINEE! ALL MINEE!

11:37:00 PM

results.

i hatee my o-level results.
but
ill try harder.

i lovee my bb.
but
in away im getting freaked out?
why do you always mention "b" in every sentencee?
it was kindaa freaky to see him crying cos his results werent dt good.
to be honest,
he is a TOTAL oppositee of wat i want.
its cuteee.
i love him?
but i feel its just cos im lonely?
i dunno.. i hopee i dun hurt him..
i deffi dont want to do dt.
cos i end up hurting myself too.
and
i feel im Lying to myself also.
feelings.feelings.
he is just too darn sensitive&serious.
Plus quiet!!
which i HATEE!
i dislikee boys likee dt!
they makee me wanna runaway!
HAHA.

i feel likee i want to stop this b4 it gets too much.
But im happy now.
and we only just begun..
its sad.
i feel bad.
i feel MEAN!!
IM SO STUPID!
why did i get myself in this mess.
GAWD!
but no worries... i luk at the brighter sidee.
it will go well,

maybe.. in the end.

"fairytales dont always have a happyending do they?"

at this point. i rather be your best kept secret. i rather be your nothing. i rather be invisible to you.

OH PS: Lil sis.. im always here 4u!

11:22:00 PM

Sunday, March 18, 2007Y

Its us. The afterr sports day.

i&baby.

Closee.closee.

its the bomb! after swim at ser hsee.

Besties4lifee.

rhea.ser&i (so fat.fat.)

lucky christian! hehe

ben&den =DD

10:35:00 PM

Its me&you
bb i lovee you!
HAHA.

todays been fucked up
but
i dont really caree..
im lost in wonderland
with my baby =DD

lovee you so so.

2:19:00 PM

Saturday, March 17, 2007Y

A day of fun. a day to remember. lovee lovee.funfun.

Sports day!!
came at 8 somethin.
met wid ser*.lee.nilu.ben
then lastly rhea comeeess..

funfun.
watchin them all run
but
it rained at first.
so we thought it wud be cancelled.
sitting arnd and singing! funfun.
someone was getting so "buddybuddy" with christian.
Hehee...
so the rained stop.
blahblah.
waitting for them to FINISH!

after finish.
got medals
then off to Ampang avenuee
atee korean Yumyum =DD
but bloody expensivee.
Walked back to ser*s hseee...
it was funn...
My baby and i having a blast laughing and luking at hses.
then we went swimswim.
its so funn!!
the day b4 there was a party so the kids or whoever went and trash the Bathroom.
swim swim frm 4-6.
ibu&aba pick me up..

"when life gets you down..there is always something dt will turn it arnd."

Thanks bb...
i heart you.
im sorry if i doubted you or madee you feel bad.
i guess i was scaredd..
i still am but im trying...
Thank you. thank you BABY!

Christian is the first yr 1o to hang out with us Yr 11s
Haha.. funfun.
he is quiet but loads of fun!
=DD

heart you bb.

7:07:00 PM

Friday, March 16, 2007Y

Pursuit of happyness..

Niceee showw!!
its sad.funny&adorableee..

school was alriteee.
stayed for only awhileee.
watched ppl do march pass...
it was so funny.
Mostly hanging arnd at jupiter hseee.
with practicee they can do it!
Lil sis is so cuteeee...
she kept on dreaming and luking arnd
and i go "KYONG MI!!!!! WAT AREE YOU DOIN!?"
hahaha... i swear she makes me smile&laughh =DD cuteeecuteee.

Mars hsee was good.
Nicolee showed me dt facee likee
"ERRR.. WTH?! IM FREAKIN TIRED ALREADY."
hahha.. but marss hsee is good.

Venus is alritee but tuan anh is too softt..
hahahahha
He needs to be "Rough&tough."
he gavee ben this pill
i put out my hand and say "givee me."
but then he goess.. "Okayy take laaaaaa it helps for pregnancy."

ser&i were "bonding" with christian..
funfun!
he atee my cakee!!
and then wins comess..fuz comess.
eat.eat! i wanted to say no.
but im not dt mean.

Tumoro sports day!
me goin out with them friends..
Funfun!
Excluding "her."
Loveelovee =DD

9:44:00 PM

Thursday, March 15, 2007Y

its Just so you..

i just cant hold it in no moreee....
you came to us just bcoz nobody wud let you in.
you came to us cos nobody else liked you.
we let you in cos we thought it was okay.
we let you in i guess its cos we pity you.

but enufs said.

for the first feww months i guess?
you were just FINE.

but then again.
i were wrong...
i cant STAND YOU!!
everyday i put up with your lamee jokes and sarcasm..
its not fun bitch..
at first i were all patient.
you were fun to be arnd with.
but nowww...

i just wanna strangle you.
you think uree all that.
THERE AREE OTHER PPL BETTER THEN YOU.
ser&rhe aree totally better then you..
and friends?
friends dont go and backstab eachother.
welll with exceptional of us..
we just cant stand you dts why we bitch.

You can say alot of bullshit you want.
tell me dt ser is a geeky loser and rhe is so damn quiet.
but
Honey, they always will be ONE STEP ahead of you.
NO WAIT.
make it 10 steps ahead of you.

you may insult me with the way i look
the way i sing. the way i always amm
But honey, your just jealous.

let me put this to you.

o1. so what if im fat? and my boobs aree tooo hugee?
i gain the "attention". i show ppl how i trully am..
i dont go arnd wearing skimpy outfits and showin off a part of me dts totally not ME.

o2. so wat if i sing and it sounds weird?
YOU CANT SING FOR SHIT! C'MON?! SINGING LESSONS??BULLSHIT!!
wen me.ser.rhe sings it sounds so good but "someone" has to join in and makee our "angelic" voices
sound so retarded.. No wait... someone has to join in and embarass herself with her own "retarded voice."

o3. so what if ser studiess?
she is looking towards her futuree.she knows what she wants.
she is not goin to ruin this for herself like wat "somebody" did for hers.

o4. so what if rhe is all quiet and too herself?
she&i started this "besties" thingy and you come in and destroy everything we built up.
besides. You dont come to skul often. You dont know her the way ser&i do...
well you dont know anything goin on anymoree.

o5. so what if hye jeong gives me advicee?
atleast her advicee makes sensee...
she makess me happy&you DONT!
if it wasnt for you.. ill still be with "him".
and NEVER SAY dt koreans advicee is no good cos they cant speak english well.
its not trueee.. You were just jealous cos i went to her not you.

o6. so what if i likee guys who aree not the "type" you expect.
are you my mother? and atleast they LOVEE ME BACK!!
they love me for who i am. not what i havee.
shut it! you and uree indian BOYFRIENDS!
ivee dated chinese.bangla?.viet.filipino.
but you cant even get them so what if you got a french boy b4? i dont think he really loved you.

we aint your lil toys you can play arnd with.
make fun off.
we havee feelings too..
and now we aree so done with you.

Your lame jokes.
haha. i just pretend to laugh.
You dont scaree me.

REMEMBER.
im not the girl who goes arnd and fucks with any random guy i see.
i dont let them usee me for pleasuree.
i havee limits. i havee a lifee. i dont ruin it for myself.
Likee you do.
and i deffi dont think its fun using guys as my "side dish".
You dont tell me wat to do with ben.
im not going to make him my "side dish".
im not like that.
i dont rat on my friends.
i dont tell other ppl secrets that deffi isnt a secret nomoree.
i dont dislikee ppl cos they look ugly.
i dont makee fun of ppl and think its okay.
i dont take food without asking and say "i dont havee to ask i know u'll give it to me."
i dont havee the nicknames "whore.slut.bitch.hoe" written all over me.
and im not FCUKIN rudee.
NO!! SORRY.
IM NOT LIKEE YOU.
ILL NEVER BE LIKEE YOU.

so what if you can go clubbin'
ivee got my others to go with me too.
your not the only onee.
we can get in too you know.

and for the record.
*i draw a linee across us.*
MANY MANY PPL WUD BE ON MY SIDEE.
and
i dont think uree the best.
ser&rhe aree much much better then you.
atleast they makee me happy.
you just annoy me.

so say whatever you want.
ill just close my ears and mock you.

dont be such a copyhoe!
i ORGINALLY did so many things.
You just copied and put up your "copyright" sign.
GROW UP!!.
i started baking and you go "YAY! come to my hsee. ill bake for you."
OMG! STOP IT!

Annoying person.

it wud always be us 3bs and You.
its never againg 4bs.
You annoy me.disgust me.piss me off.

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