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Hi, I'm dee:). I am dEE.I have a much much longer name but I'll leave it as it is for the sake of internet safety measures. I'd like to believe that I am a princess :)
im crazee over colours&dotts.. i'd like to stand on top of the world and scream! im slightly screwed up. but i cry,laugh,eat,sleep like you. im not an ALIEN. but i often wonder how would that be like :) i love my boyfriend♥ Mr. Leong Chun HOO
i daydream alot.. ALOT.
i'm obsessed with anything colourful and unique. Then again, im a UNIQUE individual
i smoke&drink. yeahh.. deal with it!
i can't roll my tongue BUT i can roll my eyes. :)
I am a certified bubble burster to be.
Ways to contact me:
♥ My tagboard? (duh)
♥ Msn
♥ Facebook
♥ tweetweetwitter
so yeah, what more can i say?

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"Oh fuck. My fault again. sorry."

ish! why me.

Your lala*ness blinds me you disgusting fuck.

christmas eve&christmas.
was okay.

Yeesh.

New yrs eve.
still wondering how.

say hello to:
James Emmanuel Cheng

born:
26th.dec.2008.

1. The rules of the game get posted at the beginning.
2. Each player answers the questions about themselves.
3. At the end of the post the player then tags 5 people and posts their names, then goes to their blogs and leaves a comment, letting them know they got tagged and to ask them to play and read your blog.


Starting time : 12.5oAM


Name : Denise Woon Soo Yee.
Sisters : One.
Brothers : One.
Shoe size : 5 or 6
Height : 163cm
Where do you live : here.
Favorite drinks : Green tea :)
Favorite breakfast : Food.
Have you ever been on a plane : Yeah.
Swam in the ocean : erm..no.
Fallen asleep in school : all the time.
Broken someones heart : urgh! dont wanna talk abt it.
Fell off your chair : Once.
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call : Yeah.
Saved e-mails : mmhm.
What is your room like : a Zoo.
What's right beside you : books.
What is the last thing you ate : food :)
Ever had chicken pox : yeah.
Sore throat : urgh!
Stitches : yeah.
Broken nose : nope.
Do you believe in love at first sight : Nope.sadly i dont.
Like picnics : Yeah?
Who was the last person you danced with : Boy boy.
Last made you smile : benny baby.
You last yelled at : Mom.
Talk to someone you like : Everyday.
Kissed anyone : i don't kiss and tell?.
Get sick : Loads!
Talked to an ex : nope.
Miss someone : You kidding me?!
Do you sleep with stuffed animals : yeah.no.
What's under your bed : Books.
Who do you really hate : Fucks.
What time is it now : 12.58AM



RANDOMS

Q : Is there a person who is on your mind right now :
A : yeah.
Q : Do you have any siblings :
A : 2
Q : Do you want children :
A : someday.
Q : Do you smile often :
A : ehh..depends.
Q : Do you like your hand-writing :
A : mmhm.
Q : Are your toenails painted :
A : yeah.
Q : Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in :
A : his.
Q : What colour shirt are you wearing :
A : white.
Q : What were you doing at 7:00pm yesterday :
A : dinner.
Q : I can't wait to :
A : sleep.
Q : When did you cry last :
A : 25th december.
Q : Are you a friendly person:
A : i guess.
Q : Do you have any pets :
A : no. does fishes count? :D
Q : Where is the person you have feelings for right now :
A : in bed.dreaming :)
Q : Did the last person you held hands with you mean anything to you now? :
A : Ofcos.
Q : Do you sleep with the TV on? :
A : sometimes
Q : What are you doing right now? :
A : blogging.wtf?
Q : Have you ever crawled through a window? :
A : YES!
Q : Can you handle the truth? :
A : i wish i could.
Q : Are you closer to your mother or father? :
A : i dont know really.
Q : Who was the last person you cried in front of? :
A : him.
Q : How many people can you say you've really loved? :
A : really loved?
Q : Do you eat healthy? :
A : nope.
Q : Do you still have pictures of you & your ex? :
A : NOPE.
Q : Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you? :
A : yeah.
Q: How often do you go to church? :
A : every sunday. xcept this sunday! *gasp* wtf?!
Q : If you're having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to? :
A : my room.
Q : Are you loud or quiet most of the time? :
A : idk.
Q : Are you confident? :
A : 5o%


THINGS YOU DID 8 YEARS AGO. ( 11 years old)
- Cry
- eat
- sleep
- play
- study
- shop
- Go to school.
- sleep :D


THINGS ON MY TO DO LIST TODAY.
- Tv.
- Bake.
- online.
- sleep.
- smoke :)


All SNACKS I ENJOY.
I live snacks!



4 THINGS I WOULD DO IF I WERE A BILLIONAIRE
- Shop
- shop!
- buy a place
- TRAVEL!

5 PLACES I HAVE LIVED IN
- home.
- home.
- home.
- home.
- home.



5 PPL TO TAG
- Laarnia
- ilissa
- Melanie
- Justin
- Natalia

hello there my pretties.



its been a fucked up christmas..
no wait! christmas is 3days away :)

ehhhhh....
firstly, to my lil sis ilissa.
i am so so sorry i didnt come for ure party
syng!! Gosh! i missed it.. but ill make it up to u
kay? lovee uuu.

second of all,
see the picture up there..
yeah..
dts mine.
well, gonna be mine.
N85! i cant wait to hold it!!!

:)

thirdly,
its just so disturbing..
and im sick of all your nagging.

"But i just want to see him care for you.
which i have not seen since you got together."

ish! but honestly,
i dunno okay.
maybe dts his way of saying "i care for you."
" i love you."

its okay.
it doesnt matter though.


errrmm..
new years resolution?
i need one since i didnt have one last year..
and look where it got me.
'NOTHING!

• finish up culinary arts with a smile.
• take up the right course.
• be +tive with myself.
• quit smoking!
• find a fcukin' job!

so far. dts all i can think off.
hahahah

ehhh..
i guess dts abt it.
im dead tired!
im gonna turn in

"run baby run, don't ever look back."

have a very merry crappy christmas.

okay im tryng to keep this post simple and clean.

fuck no!

i wish i was you.
yeah.. you :)


but im me.
so fuck this.


i sit at home bumming one corner of my room.
waiting for someone to take me out!
yeah.
fuck it.

this place is as far as i can go.


yeesh! Christmas..
you suck!
for the first time..
i cant wait to go back coll.
study&keep me occupied.

*sigh*
yeah.

urgh!

ahhh.. forget me!

What am i suppose to do?



i guess im just blind.
You know.
thats how it is.

internet is back on.
and im not believing a word you're saying.
liars!liars! LIARS!

lies!lies! LIES!
how many times?
huh?
yeah.
stoopid me.
well, fuck you.
goodbye.

thats it.
thats all.


twilight.

i finally got to watch this movie.

FINALLY!

its okay. :)
its very touching.
yeah. so why not all of us fall in love with vampires.
ish!
people these days.

im gonna buy the book to satisfy myself.
make me happy.

well,
hello- fcuked up Christmas.
cant get anymore fcuked!

im bored..
i hate CHRISTMAS.
im not going to enjoy NEW YEARS.

just leave me alone kay?
i just wanna be fcuked up.

im dead tired.

must i say?

i dont want too.
cos i know im better than you..
i guess.

yeah.
you and i both know we cannot click.

so why bother trying huh?
u go your way i go mine.
we are 2 different ppl.
total opposites.
so when your siting with me
dont try starting a convo.
i wont talk to you.

cos all your gonna say is
"really? i dont like that.. i like this."




went on Facebook and i see

"Marcus Chong and Allia Merzouk's
birthday on wednesday"

YIPPEE!!
i miss my marcus.
:(


Oh..
then after bithdays:

12th- Shireen Kaur Olikh
16th- Ian Goh wei cherng.
28th- Tristan lim Jie han :D

missing anyone?
NAH! hehehe


i miss my serra!
RHEA! YOU BLOODY MONYET BETTER CALL ME!

:)

alrite gonna hit the sack?
JAHAHAHA...


tristy i love u :)
Pffffhahahaha...
yeah right.

try this on straightjacket feeling,
so maybe i wont be alone.



hello :D


"cos if your love is all i have in this life..
that would be enough..till the end of time."


im so screwed..
but im not gonna ruin this post..
im happy :D

Dont be jealous cos i look spanking Hot.


Yeah right!
im more jealous of you.

the more i see you.
i wish i was you.
just for one day would do.
the curves.
the boys.
the clothes.
the positive attitude.
the french medicures.

you see..
gosh!
yeah.. but if i was you.
i would have "slut" all over my forehead.
so what if your childish and all dt bullshit.
in a scale of 1-10..
id rate you 11.

yeah.
but then
Your boyfriend finds you super fine.
that he wants someone less perfect then you.
i saw him the other day.
holding an imperfect chubby girls hand
kissing her neck.
and through her fake Gucci sunglasses.
i cud see love in her eyes.

her lip piercing..
shows she has girl power
and eventhough she has the lack of confidence..
she still feels safe around him.

like i said..
im jealous of you..
but then again..
i dont wanna be you.
cos im perfectly-imperfect.
and MY boyfriend loves me the way i am
(atleast i hope so)


HAHA..
like it?
hahaha


i dunno
what am i?
what will i be?
will God keep me here for another 80 years or
take me away in another 8yrs time?
i dunno.
i really dunno who i am.
i dunno what to think.
i dunno what ill be.
and how will i.
im so confused.
still desperately trying to find myself.
but time is running out.

ive still got half a year.
and my interest has jumped off the building.
will it effect my future?
yes, my future is at stake.
and im not doing any good saving it.



i should have taken
fashion design.
or
arts
or
photography
or
design.
but then..

we make mistakes to learn.
so im going on with it.
and hopefully God does the rest.
jeezz..

i WANT you


to LEAVE me ALONE.



its not that simple.
My life is not what you think it is.
i wake up every morning,
thinking abt how miserable this old room is.
how disgusting is this house.

im sorry,
yeah. i inherited her "envy".
yeah. you right, its eating me alive.

But all i ask is a lil more freedom.
come on.
its not difficult.
i promise you i wouldnt die on the way.
i promise you i woulndt get rape.
just a simple yes or no will do..

i love you all i do.
but sometimes,
what you ask is a lil too much.
you know.
im a growing teen.
well, atleast i hope i do live till then.
i want my space,
a place i can be myself.
and one day i will say
"Yes i did enjoy my youth, you should too."
im sorry, this present is not like your past..
as we all grow, mother earth ages with us too.
so what if the world is so fucked up.
LIVE IT OR REGRET.
if life was only meant to stay home.
then the world would be lifeless.
i feel sorry for a whole lot of you.
and again im thinking abt myself.
cos ill be the one living my future not you.
i feel sorry, and i dont want to feel sorry for myself too.

as for you.
im sorry.
im not understandable nor sane.
im selfish, im idiotic and i suck.
there i said it.
call me a bitch, yes i am.
everyone knows dt.
thats why i dont have many friends.
im selfcentered, im a loner and stubborn.

i would suggest you just forget everything ive ever told you.
every single "lie" you believed.
everything that ive ever made u.
cos i just dont want you to regret.

you think its that easy,
im not as strong as you think.
i dont have any say in this house.
in the end they still holding on to my colar.
once they let me go..
i have no where else to go.
pls.. just for the sake of your happiness.
im sorry. i dont wanna destroy who you be one day.

remember, i always loved you ever since the day
you said "i love you."



im more than just a pretty face
one that will make you tell your firends
"dude, i think i made a fuckin' mistake."




YEESH! anger gets the best of you.
GAWSH!
do i really mean this or do i not?

something new :)

i love this BLOGG!

will blog later :D

& he said "i dont have to follow you all the time you selfish bitch."