lovely together; I love you

Thursday, October 26, 2006Y

Holiday blues..

its d hollies now. So boring. Always get excited abt going out but den turns out to be a lie. next week skul starts. happy in away and not happy too. Misz my friends and My baby. was suppose to go out wid d bs but errr "family outing" made me cancel it. 1 reason why: New handphone. But it seems have to sell old one first. Tumorrow going to see my baby in genting cant wait FINALLY a real outing [: weell till den

dEn-iSe* =)
-- -- eyE-candy -- --

8:57:00 PM

Saturday, October 21, 2006Y

Friday..

well friday was last day of test. holiday now. went out wid my baby. Got busted!. Hate "him" trying to make me jealous by talking to "others" Aint gonna work. aint it? i dunno i have a mixed feelin abt you . Mm .. d date was funny watched john tucker must die. met friends and his friends dere. hehe go into trouble wid my mom. Took Lrt all the way to One-utama. it was fun, it was over-crowded so end up huging him hehe =) gt squashed between him and some malay dude. making fun of eachother d whole way. talking loads of shit? hehe . listening to some idiot toddler singing a song called "taman jaya" baby was askin me " is dat ure brother" hehe. ate dinner wid him. rushed back to church but service was over x) . over all spent 8 whole hrs wid my honey. which was totally memorable. 22.10.06..1monthsary. one month went by without me realizing. hmm till then

dEn-isE* =)
-- -- eyE-c4ndy -- --

10:56:00 PM

Wednesday, October 18, 2006Y

Memories. Ignored. choosed to be forgotten. sorry!

hmmm.. skul was all a bore and sad. Bad news did accounts and failed! :(. friends all busy studying for test. the onli funny thing was hanging in d art room wid My bs, wins and LeeLee?? haha. playing wid "play dough" and making weird spongebob and friends and err.."boulder" luk alikes hehe. we taking nerdy and gangsta pixs . so funn x). didnt talk to Baby today :( he was busy studying. honestly i think that dere is something wrong. i can feel it. some insecurity we have between eachother. well, now i feel there is no point trying my best to talk to "him" cos everytime he disses me, its getting old already. all i wanna say is "Forget you! all the times shared. Never meant anything to me. Not now or ever. ill be striaghtforward. i dont blame myself for breaking up wid you! neither its my fault. Ure selfish, u only care abt URE feelings, ure emmbarassing to be arnd, u need attitude adjusments, u need to get a life, u ESP need to GrOw up!. im sorry if you read diz and get all emo. Fuck you! being wid you made my life sort of a living hell! but we did have our share of good times. i choose to forget everything and all i say is who is he?i dunno anyone by dat name?. Besides, what do you want me to do?. realize what i did was wrong and go down on my knees and say sorry? Dude, it takes more than u think to make me apologise. i tried but My weaker self got to me. so no more!. "i love all those tht matters to me and choose to forget those who dont!it was you that mattered, now its you thts shattered!" till den .

dEn-iSe* =)
-- -- eyE-c4ndy -- --

10:29:00 PM

Tuesday, October 17, 2006Y

Twas a bad day...

eyp!=) today was a horrible day d fact tht i heard bad news. Firstly, Lit was err Ok-Ok and Bm was all bad.
But im not d one to complain. just see wat happens "its over and done!". Er so now d bad news. it seems some "big mouth" teacher went and told One of my bs parents dt she hangs out wid the wrong crowd. i Mean who is she to judge us? she is just a Fuckin teacher. she dont kno our personal lives!. what pisses me off is tht someone you always thought was Nice and trustworthy goes and betrays you!. I hate tht i hope she gets karma or some sort! "ey! bitch i love my Bs and nuthin you say can break us apart! ure just a fool a big FoOl!". (in case ure wondering y i always say fool. Fool = F*cker or idiot!) hehe OoOops now my secrets revealed! ahh who cares!. well neways dun realli care what dt bitch sed cos i kno me better den u do so shutup and Fuck off! thanks =). MmMm..My baby is acting really weird lately. i feel there is something wrong. something someone said??. he acts really sweet wen smsn' but wen i see him face to face, he is a total different person. I feel really uncomfortable with tht. and i Misz him! i want to sit wid him and talk to him normally like we did a few days ago. i want to laf and laf! sit all close and talk abt memories? hehe x) i just misz d you b4 the tests started. well thts all tht runs tru my mind till den..=) <3

dEn-iSe* =)
-- -- eyE-c4ndy -- --

8:47:00 PM

Errr.....

Test week this week.
Cant study!. im so not ready. i Love my babes!.=)
i love My yummyhoney!. I hate rumours. i Hate you!
waiting for tht one tear to erase you completely my dear.
My heads not here but lost in space, trying to find a reason Why?!
i hate boulder! just d sight of her makes me wanna beat her!
i gt 55 for history. Boohoo! i suck [note to self* aim higher!].
Literature test tumorow and i haven't studied nethin. Gonna fail. Gonna get kicked out!.
after test Outting! yay! wanna go swimming in Poodle brains Place. miss her hse.
but talk abt bad memories. I wanna go Noodle brains place!. fun place to be and talk abt Gud memories!
Tata and i Officially have been going out for 1 mnth!. 28.Nov is coming. but a day to forget! well thats it for now . till den <3

dEn-iSe* =)
-- -- eyE-c4ndy -- --

12:00:00 AM

Thursday, October 12, 2006Y

The dream tht i wished never be.

At the cinema with my Bs. the lights went off and as i turned to look at them, they dissapeared. Freaked out and afraid, i got up. "im the only one there?", the cinema was pitch black. All i cud see was the white screen infront of me. The movie started rolling and tears started to shed. The movie i was watching was abt us!. All the memories tht was shared. i cudnt help to think, and felt so guilty. Its my fault, all my fault! Shud i regret? am i wrong? 2 yrs in one film just went by as the film was over. i turned to my right. You were sitting there. i sat beside you and started to talk . you cudnt hear me or cudnt see. You were right "what u dreamt abt us all different when i get back was true" im sorry and all you said was Fuck you! when i looked away you were gone. And im left alone, all torn. i woke up and more tears to shed . I wished tht i never have this dream. not me, never be.

Someone once told me "with one tear , all ure memories abt him will be gone" and i hope what she said is true. Now i say im still sorry and i loved you.

dEn-isE* =)
-- -- eyE-c4ndy -- --

10:16:00 PM

Wednesday, October 11, 2006Y

My Buddies,My Pals* =)

no matter where we go, what we do. friends we be forever just Me&yOu* =)

dEn-isE* =)
-- -- eyE c4ndy -- --

7:28:00 PM

Tuesday, October 10, 2006Y

Ra-Cha-Cha. =) see when ure bored you write stupid things. Gawd!cant school get anymore funner?(is that even a word?). No free periods. cant talk to baby and friends. Gt all moody cos i was sleepy. Honey Made me smile eventhough i didnt want to.=) =). Er.. fcuking Bangla*R struck again.seriously (perverted + Desperate + No life + Ho*ny = Bangla*R.) damn fool! asking stupid questions weird and Freakishly Perv questions. Makes me wanna get up and fcucking slap him till his mother bloody hell cant recognize him.=) *im bad!* weelll R* fool! if ure so desperate heres the thing:

1.Grow Up!
2.Get plastic surgery
3.Learn some freakin manners
and
4.repeat No 1.

listen,understand and Grow up!!.
and lastly, to "him" sorry,sorry,sorry! hehe *was doodling arnd during Accounts. My table full of stuff abt "him",Boulder and well lotsa shitty things hehe . ahh! i love myself! hehe i kno i kno Vain!! hehe wellp! till then Cyea =)

dEn-isE* =)
-- -- eyE-c4ndy -- --

7:17:00 PM

Monday, October 09, 2006Y

Me back.school was such a blast?!for the first time!whole day was free onli had literature class. Today was fun bullying people and Running arnd. (denden + 3bs + Camera = aShit lOad of fun! x). i love my 3bs they make me go gaga and support me 100% hehe. Today booty and i made friends with Kyongmimi and Nicole. they are nice chicitas. sometimes i feel that they wud take your place as the 4bs *note: skul wud be nothing widout us bs! =)*coughbullshitcough* hehe. Had a horrible dream abt "him" makes me feel something's wrong. but im gonna ignore that feeling.[wont stop saying im sorry until we talk!]. i hate it when its Hazey! you get all sleepy and weird. My honey! i miss that Fool(cant stop saying fool it just got to me) hehe. today didnt really get to talk cos was wid my Bs invited him over but that fool was too shy! hehe aww cute =). Er..bangla*R.. i hate that fool. he is so perverted. perverted to d Max! atleast F* is not that bad (compliment). Oh how i also hate that lil miss annoying teacher she sucks! feel like slapping her face!. anyway school was the bomb today *praying they dont suspend school just yet bcus of d haze* till den. im out! =) *muaks*

dEn-isE* =)
-- -- eyE-c4ndy -- --

10:15:00 PM

Sunday, October 08, 2006Y

Me,me,me [: first blog entry .

Just decided to make a new blog since my old one is FULL of memories!x]. School just gets worse and worse. Cacat teacher telling me to write letter and explain reason to "boulder" Puh-leez!*im the master of excuses and fake letters* I feel im drifting away from my 3Bs, it seems tht im not talking much.(Note to self*nextweek its Girls-time), i miss my baby! i feel so empty without him [: . Feel really Sorry towards *faz?? all that mean comments on friendster, dude im really sorry. Wish could just buck up my courage and have a civilized talk, as we use to. Lost my so called Ipod Because of a really lame arguement abt "who's gonna keep it". Yesterday was my sister's Birthday, ate at a mexican restaurant. Had too much to drink Got drunk. lucky parents were there. "Homework is a crime!" Before sister's birthday dinner, went out wid my baby.It was a day to remember [thanks babes for being there!].Mc deez.Movie.BoOby's dental app.Park. Cherished moments x] well, all that run through my mind for now. till then <3>

dEn-isE* =)
-- -- eyE-c4ndy -- --

2:15:00 AM