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Hi, I'm dee:). I am dEE.I have a much much longer name but I'll leave it as it is for the sake of internet safety measures. I'd like to believe that I am a princess :)
im crazee over colours&dotts.. i'd like to stand on top of the world and scream! im slightly screwed up. but i cry,laugh,eat,sleep like you. im not an ALIEN. but i often wonder how would that be like :) i love my boyfriend♥ Mr. Leong Chun HOO
i daydream alot.. ALOT.
i'm obsessed with anything colourful and unique. Then again, im a UNIQUE individual
i smoke&drink. yeahh.. deal with it!
i can't roll my tongue BUT i can roll my eyes. :)
I am a certified bubble burster to be.
Ways to contact me:
♥ My tagboard? (duh)
♥ Msn
♥ Facebook
♥ tweetweetwitter
so yeah, what more can i say?

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party tumoro.
and im clueless of what to wear :(
this.. that.. i dont know..


wookay :)
i guess im just gonna be a bum for today.

time flies VERY fast..


oh gosh.
here i go again with another EMO post.

im serious!
this is fuckin' serious shit kay?!

time is really going fast.
honestly,
im braindead abt my childhood memories.
all i cud remember is i was dumb......



and everyone bullied me.....




highschool..
ahh! now dt makes history right there :)
i self made my looks.
reorganized my attitude.
bada-bing-bada-boom!
here you go.
the self proclaim bitchy that nobody seems to remember her name
except boys *wink* :)

ive gone from A-list to not so A anymore :P
but that doesnt make me a loser.
i just want to be a dork
you gotta problem?
yeesh! ppl these days.




in the words of
colby o'donis

"Girl I can tell you want something to love
That's why you hold on to everything that pass you by"



esh! soon im gonna be a mom.
a cool mom.
no maybe a soccer mom?
nah.. just a mom will do.

then, ill be a Grandmom?
oh gosh! i healthy active Gmom?
or a cacat fucked up menopause Gmom?
nah...just a Gmom will do.

then, ill just be a spec of dust flying in the air.
no.. maybe a lost soul?
nooo... i wanna be a butterfly!
OH! I KNOW! I KNOW! A BAT!
ahhh..
nah... i just wanna die happy :)



well, God seems to know my future.
if only..
i cud go up there steal dt book
and read it
:|
i just wanna know.

will i be successful?
or a freakin' dumbass
:) who knows.


well, toodles.

OH F.Y.I
YOUR BLOG SUCKS YOU OVER GROWN STOOPID BUFOOON!
you think you so cool with that shit.
well, i can do better you sick dick.
:)


so yeah, time flies :)

"You have fairly bad taste in women. you sick Fuck."




just because she wears a mini skirt, doesnt mean you have to look under.
just because shes hot, doesnt mean shes sweet inside.
just because she smiles at you, doesnt mean she likes you.
dont be a fuckin' loser. you dick!




anyway,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY SAYANG
LAARNIA!


I LOVE YOU DARLING! :)
SO SO SO SHO MUCH :D

"Relax women! exams over. breathe harder. guess what
here's a Cig :)"





Yikes!
exams over.
my internet was a bust for days.

"never pay phone bill ah?"

yeesh! home is such a bore without the internet.

i ended up rearranging my colour pencils.
cleaning my fucked up room.
watching tv till i sleep.
eat till my stomach cries for help.

and to make things perfectly swell.
My tv's broke.

i ended up watching 1/4 of the screen size for 3secs.
HAHA
[it on's for 3secs then turns off]


ive been extremely nice to my nephew.
and he loves me for it :)

my moms relatives are coming
and ill be home alone for 2days?
ehhh i guess..

HAHHAHA

i dont really enjoy partaying?
but i do wanna have a go on clubbin.
Oooo.. just oncee..
can i please?


the last time i partied so hard.
i forgot myself.
got lost in the crowd
groped by miserable 4o'er old fucks.
and made out in the middle of the dance floor with my ex-bf.
Gross right?
sorry u ppl :X
he IS a REALLY BAD KISSER.
i agree with my bitched up North korean friend :)


YAY!
im so happy.
i can jump for joy :)

YIPPEEEE!!!

i kinda miss college at the moment
but i love staying home for some reason.
but i love college more.
GOSH!
what to do?
eeeeshhhh :)

been going out lots lately but not buying any clothes
yet :(


Oh!
santa baby! here's my christmas list.
ive been a VERY "GOOD" GIRL this YEAR

ehhh!!!

ive got my SONY PSP ADI!
IVE DYED MY HAIR RED ADI!
IVE GOTTEN MY COLOURED CONTACT LENS IVE ALWAY WANTED :)
IM WAITING FOR MY FONE!
MY BAGS! MY SHOES! MY LAPTOP! MY CLOTHES!

but most of all..

"even a thousand miles..cant keep us apart.
cos my heart is where ever you are."


dear you,

someday i will not be here.
someday you will be out there working your way to the top.
someday you will understand.
i will miss you deeply.
i love you trully.

love,
your friend.


eesh! i found this somewhere..
i just love it..


im caught in the middle of reality and fantasy.
fantasy gets the best of me.
reality is fcuked!

it seems very unfair.
You all seem very unfair.
No.. i do not want to do the dishes.
NO..i do not want to hang the clothes.
NO NO.. I do not want to help you clean the rooms.
NO NO NO AND A AGAIN FCUK NO!

im a young lady
who aspires to have fun :)
im still dreaming of the day i get my first tattoo.
or my lovable tongue piercing.

im not selfish.
im VERY SELFISH!

sometimes i wonder..
what does God see me as?
he created me but what does he think of his
oh so "work gone so wrong."

i stare at the mirror and wonder..
who am i? what am i?
when will i?
why am i!
a part of me wants to smash the mirror to show it who's boss.
the other helpless useless self.. just wanna stare at that
out of shape dumb figure called denise...
and cry.

i have given alot.
but take back none.
i have been cheated on
but i dont fret.
i have been bullied
but im patient.
gosh...
when will i learn?

too naive some ppl may say.
so "grown up" others may think.
yeah but deep inside.
im very lost..
its so dark and i dont know how am i!

its cold. im hungry.
i have not sense of direction.
should i just die?
or should i call for aid?


"should i give up or should i just keep chasing pavements.
even if it leads no where."


this is totally out of topic but.
HAPPY 21 MONTHS BABY :D


now now,
where was i..
hmm..

oh yeah.
i sit alone.
im not exagerating.
I AM a DRAMAQUEEN.

drama seems to follow my every step.
i draw..
i tear!
i take pictures.
i delete.
nothing seems to amuse me anymore.

you see..
im much more then you think i am.

im such a fragile puppy.
i may die of cancer one day.
and dont cry for me.
cos i will be back for you someday :)

mush. mush

ho ho ho! its Christmas :)
heehehhehee


all i want is you (:


eesh!
Happy 21 mths baby :)
i lovee youu :


guess what my post is full of smiley faces (:
heheehhehehhehe

"just take it away, but they can never have yesterday."

Lets make love in the club.





"mm yf v r fn n hhy hyy im mbBHh H U 7 7 "
done by
-joseph cheng-



im so bored!
ive got a headache


guess what dear readers!
ive got a fucked up pastry lecturer..
every week got family member pass away.
now wtf is dt abt ha?

ive got fucked up international cooking lecturers.
who makes fun of u all
cos you dont know how to speak Bm.
dmn shit hey?


exam is next week and i havent started anything..
gosh!
damn! shit! NOOO!


i hate exams.. its so boring!
and very lame :(


guess what?
i love my baby..
very mucho :)

ill be loving you long time :)


then..



Now..


so can i have this dance?

yello..marshmello :D

see how we've grown..
ehhh! no changes! HAHAHA

I LOVE EM!

DeeSerRhea :D

take my hand and join us..
and the world will live as ONE.


My new layout! i love :)

im feeling less important.

ah Fuck it :)
Life is more cruel than you think.

Rainy days.

im jealous.

i hate ME!

sometimes i wonder.

wait! nothing to wonder abt.

im "ever so lucky"
fuck!
i just wanna be left alone. i just want a day when nobody wonders where i go and what i do and wat time ill be back.

urgh!i wanna be me. somewhere far. somewhere...i can be alone.

two can play your FUCKED up game :)



is it just me or am i sick?
a sudden change ever since i started coll.

My eyes are getting more panda by the day.
and im turning paler by the min.
AM I SICK OR WHAT?

i dont know. my parents think..
im very sick.
and i need to go to the doctor.

well, its cos im COPED UP in the hse that sunlight rarely touches my skin.
urgh! i dont knw.

im fairly disgusted with myself.
i HATE ME.
i dislike the way i look.

i spoil my image day by day.
i hate being giving false compliments.

urgh!
why cant i be like the rest of them?
urgh urgh!

i need a brain transplant.
i need a face transplant?

hrmmm..

when will i see you again?




Hello :)
its been ages since ivee last posted a DANG post :)

well, lets see.
Happy belated Birthday too :
Justin lee
Pui Yee
Chee lim
Karel Mathew
Suzy

Happy birthday too:
Nilu!


Happy advance birthday too:
LAARNIA!!

heheheh

KDU sports carnival:
SHTCA WON!
hahaha

Happy belated halloween?

well, its November..
Ohhh the month goes by damn fast.
its time to get serious.
its no more games..
its more of competiton.

My baby is Graduating in..
half a yrs time? i guess?
Gosh! he will be long gone and ill be stuck here.
in Dreadfull KDU :D
but nvm.. the world is not gonna end.
its just the feeling of what am i gonna do?

just another phase and taste of LIFE.
wat is gonna happen next?
do i see him in my future?
does he magically dissapear after that?
Am i gonna succeed or drop out?
am i gonna head up the stage and get my diploma?
i dont know.
but i fear it..
i fear life its self..

well, im just letting fear and sadness take over mee.
i keep telling myself.
"Stupid denise! even without him. You can make it..
YOU gota let him go and do his thing. No matter what happens.
You love him. and if he loves you enuf as he say he does.
he would stay by you. so dont worry, study hard. move on.."

Mood: Fcuked.unhappy.tired.
Song: Goodbye
Artist: Janice wei.