BABY ARE YOU
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EVEN IF THE SKY IS FALLING, DOWN
Monday, November 09, 2009 8:45:00 PM
everything i cant be, is everything you should be.
i cant hardly recognize myself in the mirror any more.
ive got eyebags the size of a ...
figure it out.
imma gained weight.
i cant see that slim trim in the mirror anymore.
my hairs grown longer THATS THE BEST THING ABT ME.
my eyes are droopy and i get pale most of the time.
im dead tired.
my whole body is gonna collapse.
but i guess everyone is feeling the same as well.
im still sick. its been 2wks now.
no i dont HAVE H1N1.
FUCK YOU!
*sigh*
ive got 2mnths left.
then ive got to pull myself together again.
this is not good.
i forgot how i use to be.
im starting to hate who i am now..
"at times i love you&hate you at the same time, thats just how love is baybeh."
ugrgh! goodnight..
goondddaaabaaaa! :D
just had to say that.
i cant hardly recognize myself in the mirror any more.
ive got eyebags the size of a ...
figure it out.
imma gained weight.
i cant see that slim trim in the mirror anymore.
my hairs grown longer THATS THE BEST THING ABT ME.
my eyes are droopy and i get pale most of the time.
im dead tired.
my whole body is gonna collapse.
but i guess everyone is feeling the same as well.
im still sick. its been 2wks now.
no i dont HAVE H1N1.
FUCK YOU!
*sigh*
ive got 2mnths left.
then ive got to pull myself together again.
this is not good.
i forgot how i use to be.
im starting to hate who i am now..
"at times i love you&hate you at the same time, thats just how love is baybeh."
ugrgh! goodnight..
goondddaaabaaaa! :D
just had to say that.
Saturday, November 07, 2009 11:33:00 PM
just not meant to be. okay?
wasted a whole day.
went pavilion twice today.
both times.
EXTREMELY BORING.
gOOD night.
:)
10:57:00 AM
i need MY BESTFRIEND.
no not you.
HER.
"im erasing every trace of you from my life.
cos everytime i think of it.
i just get so sad."
i was wrong to call you one of my bestfriends.
no not you.
HER.
"im erasing every trace of you from my life.
cos everytime i think of it.
i just get so sad."
i was wrong to call you one of my bestfriends.
10:47:00 AM
lets go back to the day when we were all happy :)
urgh! im sick.sick.sick. :(
i cant seem to get this flu to go..
well, im bored.
cafe world is getting boring though.
had an event in kdu to attend.
but i woke up late.
and it was over.
HAHAHAH
stupid.
hehe
okay imma go.
:D
Monday, November 02, 2009 10:16:00 PM
do i give up or do i just keep chasing pavements?
i feel like shit!
HR IS A BITCH!!
im tired. im waiting for him to call me.
so sweet them:)
yeeee! 1yr together i think..
and they are still so sweet :D
hehehehhe
OMG!
yessh! new moon is coming out soon :D
i cant wait! :)
hahahhaha...
im so bored
someone save me please?! :(
Sunday, November 01, 2009 7:29:00 PM
i want 19 of these for my birthday :)
SER!ISAAC! CAN CAN?
PLEASE!?
THANKS!!
im one step behind all of you.
im not gonna get married until i forefill what i missed in my life.
dont say i have everything.
i get jealous almost all the time with everything.everyone.
because i didnt experience it for myself.
ive only had all the material things i wanted in life.
but having true friends and staying up till 5am in the morning.
walking into my hse whatever time i like.
going on a spontaneous vacation.. with a credit card or a ATM filled with cash.
yeah..
you had that.
when will it be my turn?
when will i enjoy what you had.
i dont have all the friends in the world.
i dont dance on table tops and get 300 requests on fb the next day.
i dont get to go out freely without supervision.
i dont get to do anything whenever i want too..
everyone talks abt going parties and drinking and going to random places to celebrate moments.
movies.concerts.open hses.
i wish i was asked to go for such.
LUCKY TO ALL OF YOU.
everyday i sit at home. stare blankly at the computer screen
wishing someone would ask me out.
would say they miss me and would like to catch up.
ohwell,..
i was told i was suppose to be taken to the US to work..
Hawaii to be specific.
i really want this to happen.
a whole new life for me..
maybe i would be happier there.
i really want this to happen.
im willing to leave all i have behind to move on.
im under careful watch here.
there are eyes everywhere i go.
atleast i go there.. i can be myself..
i can enjoy what i missed.
i can grow up on my own.
i can learn to be much more independant.
SER!ISAAC! CAN CAN?
PLEASE!?
THANKS!!
im one step behind all of you.
im not gonna get married until i forefill what i missed in my life.
dont say i have everything.
i get jealous almost all the time with everything.everyone.
because i didnt experience it for myself.
ive only had all the material things i wanted in life.
but having true friends and staying up till 5am in the morning.
walking into my hse whatever time i like.
going on a spontaneous vacation.. with a credit card or a ATM filled with cash.
yeah..
you had that.
when will it be my turn?
when will i enjoy what you had.
i dont have all the friends in the world.
i dont dance on table tops and get 300 requests on fb the next day.
i dont get to go out freely without supervision.
i dont get to do anything whenever i want too..
everyone talks abt going parties and drinking and going to random places to celebrate moments.
movies.concerts.open hses.
i wish i was asked to go for such.
LUCKY TO ALL OF YOU.
everyday i sit at home. stare blankly at the computer screen
wishing someone would ask me out.
would say they miss me and would like to catch up.
ohwell,..
i was told i was suppose to be taken to the US to work..
Hawaii to be specific.
i really want this to happen.
a whole new life for me..
maybe i would be happier there.
i really want this to happen.
im willing to leave all i have behind to move on.
im under careful watch here.
there are eyes everywhere i go.
atleast i go there.. i can be myself..
i can enjoy what i missed.
i can grow up on my own.
i can learn to be much more independant.
1:04:00 PM
idk.. PMS..
well, im sorta depressed.
collecting old fotos frm everywhere i can find.
I GREW FAT!
my skins gone bad.
i have very dark circles under my eyes.
i dont seem to care abt myself and how i look.
i have lost it.
seriously..
i need to pull what i use to be back together again..
i need to care abt myself more :(
i feel so sad..
other then myself..
i cant do anything without supervision..
i cant say i wanna take lrt here or there..
so sad :(
Friday, October 30, 2009 9:58:00 PM
baby are you down.down.down.down.down..
i am down with the flu :(
bad sore throat :(
Wednesday, October 28, 2009 10:50:00 PM
Havent met you yet.
Next week sat is my babys event
imma go..
7AM?? hahaa.
gotta tell my chef to change my off day to sat..
well, cos
i feel im not so very supportive..
so imma try and go! :)
Tuesday, October 27, 2009 9:46:00 PM
do you want to start all this again?
imma not want to talk..
My brother is finally in a relationship with her.
thats the happening thing today :)
thats why imma leave you behind and be happy..
hahaha..
stop stalking me please?