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Thursday, January 07, 2010Y

i just dont know.
what am i really to do.

i feel that i dont belong with you&the people you are with.

i was brought up the other way around.
i was brought up to play alone&be alone.
i not know how to interact.

when i see the pics of urs.
i share ure happiness.

but i feel that i wouldnt know how to be that happiness for you.
i get jealous cos i envy your happiness.
your fun.

i never have fun like that.
because nobody ever invites me to such.
even my good friends dont invite me to their BBQ party.
shopping.Movies.birthdays.
yeah.

i only have afew good friends and when i say that i mean 2good friends.

yeah.
somehow i feel so happy to be there the other night.
but somehow i dont meddle with your friendship cos its non of my business.

heart blue w/ glitter 11:03:00 PM